Fuck you. [but shauna says it like a prayer, like a plea, shauna spreads her legs and shudders beneath saber’s hand splayed over her belly and shauna grinds her cunt against his mouth like she’ll die without it.] Just – wondering who else has gotten this.

[thinking: nat, lottie, jackie, the idea of saber’s hands on jackie makes her throb, picturing his mouth between her spread, slender legs, tasting her like jeff never fucking did, shauna’s sure, he expected her to go down on him but never returned the favor. it pisses her off and it makes her pulse slick and throbbing around his fingers as they fuck up into her, make her gasp high and sharp.

and she thinks: tangled gold hair, rough hands holding her thighs apart, mel looking up with a giddy, fuckdrunk look on her soaked face.] She usually went down on me. More – desperate than you, though. [she laughs, rolls her hips, tugs his hair and clenches around his fingers.] You – really wanna make me think about someone else right now?

[but he’s stealing her breath with the meet of his teeth in her flesh, prompting a sob of sound, need and desire and impatience, and as soon as his mouth is back on her clit, shauna’s hips buck up helplessly, because – because she needs it, she’d gotten used to melissa always in arm’s reach and it’s been torment, especially sharing a room, sharing a bed, and in spite of herself she comes on saber’s tongue thinking about fucking jackie again.]