[she can hear the clanking and clattering of jackie in the bathroom and it makes her wheeze out a laugh, swallowing hard against the taste of -- blood, it's blood she can still taste, coating her throat, heavy in her stomach, suddenly roiling and churning.
she swallows again, harder.]
no i'm not hungry definit ely not moving way too comfy
[does she remember. yes. no. it's both the realest thing in the world and completely irrelevant, maybe more so here than anywhere else. she's queen. mari's dead. coach is dead. another two people, newcomers, dead. nat's betrayed her. everyone's betrayed her.
but jackie is alive. jackie is alive and shauna wouldn't be shauna if that didn't make everything else suddenly not matter anymore.
so, swallowing back that blood taste, suddenly wildly grateful that jackie's not looking at her, not able to see the president-of-hello-kitty level lies she's about to spin:]
kinda? sorta? it's pretty fuzzy maybe i gotta just catch up or i dunno
cw: cannibalism
she swallows again, harder.]
no i'm not hungry
definit ely not moving
way too comfy
no subject
OK I'm gonna get water or something at least
I'll be back in like five minutes I swear to God
Do u remember anything???
no subject
but jackie is alive. jackie is alive and shauna wouldn't be shauna if that didn't make everything else suddenly not matter anymore.
so, swallowing back that blood taste, suddenly wildly grateful that jackie's not looking at her, not able to see the president-of-hello-kitty level lies she's about to spin:]
kinda? sorta?
it's pretty fuzzy
maybe i gotta just catch up or
i dunno